sometimes i hate myself.
when a decision is made and later regretted, what do you do? do u carry on with it or do a U-turn? carrying on, you would sometimes find yourself wondering 'what am i doing here?'. doing a U-turn, though, sometimes you regret it again and fall into a oscillation pattern. making a not so good decision is not the most horrible thing, the most horrible is trying to do something to remedy the situation and realising it just got worse. and then in the end i just find myself a horrible person. i guess there are just periods of time that i find myself as a total failure and nothing is going to be right. is that normal?
well.. the above post has nothing to do with the title. lingerie models are the most horrible lot. as they are wearing so little, i really can see how tall and skinny they are. they seriously have legs up until... like the height of my head? hmm but apparently the national tv decided they are not going to have any thong and g-string scenes.
my favourite parts of the show are the few guys inside and the two husky doggies. i saw the chest jittering guy finally, as mentioned in
xiaxue's blog. he is really cute!