middle of March. one and half months left to the end of sufferings or the beginning of a different kinda suffering.

this sememster, has been damn depressing, especially recently. about? people... things... it's a state of mind with no clear explanation. maybe i m suffering from overdose of solitude resulted in increase in complexity of thoughts resulted in confusion and depression. ok. diagnosis done.

the thing is, i hardly see anyone around and can't remember when is the last time i really had proper conversation or good fun with my friends. well the last one i remembered was the 7-hrs talk with blur. a lot of people are starting to MIA, as for those still hanging around in school, give out a vibe that reads 'busy, don't disturb!'. i can smell anxiety in the air. lunch has become endless talk of job job job fyp... yes i m depressed. alone in my room staring at my 17-inch screen deciphering C++ code is depressing enough, but i guess, it could be worse...

four years of nus, is starting to feel like a battlefield for me. after so many things had happened, could we come out of here unscratched?