woke up exceptionally early today to check results. what a wonderful x'mas present nus has given us... haiz... average score. some modules good, some bad, but cap remained totally unchanged. guofeng's msn nick is 'sucky', qinghui's one is 'disappointed'. lerming's one: 'finally out of 3rd class... for those above me... Buzz off!!'. zhiwei: '2nd lower fighter...' haha guess the release of results changed a lot of ppl's mood today, for better or worse.
finally one semester left and having headache about what modules to choose again. time for a bit of year end reflection: what have i achieved in the four years in nus? cap not very high, knowledge wise still half a bucket of water, din socialise much, joined not many activities, not much leadership training, din even travel much. end of the four years, felt like there is nothing much significant at all. still no direction, no achievement, no promising future... no nothing. the four of us, 2 have found the significant other, probably getting married soon and more or less decided where they are gonna be, knowing what they wanna do. one mostly probably will graduate with first class honours and be a high flyer earning big bucks. it's hard not to compare and feel kinda loser. 2004, another not so good yr for me.